Right now it is just about easing the pain…….. It is fine to cry, but I won’t restore the long walk we had. Get up in this morning, shower and go about your daily life. It will help you get your mind off my youthful exuberance lifestyle. I can’t meet your friends without feeling guilty of my inabilities. Make it a goal to do something pleasurable every day. See a movie, go to a museum, have dinner with friends or visit your grandma. Doing things that you enjoy instead of stalking your ex will help you move forward.
My readers……. I broke her heart, she don’t deserve this in reciprocation of love she had shown to me all this while. I took her two close best friends, confusing, luring them into the act, and got Princess (one of the two) pregnant who died while trying to abort her pregnancy. If the wall has ears I should have been standing in dust testifying the course of the death of a college school girl, she sealed it just because of the love she had for me. Nicky don’t want me to languish in jail. Since, and after the event, we have not set eyes on each other, she kept avoiding me and the entire medium I used trying to reach her proved abortive.
……Can someone help me…….. Get her back into my arms again?
I hope my potential readers will not thread in my atrocity which I tried to provide a profound solutions in this book.